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I've been a little on edge because I hate when there isn't structure or some kind of schedule for myself.. I get anxious and my anxiety is just unmanageable.
Going to make a to do list for myself since I don't have to work quite as early.
Monday: 4am wake up
- 30min elliptical (4:20 - 4:50am workout)
- 6-2pm (work)
Tuesday: 4am wake up
- 30min elliptical (4:20 - 4:50am workout)
- 6-2pm (work)
- 5-1:45pm (work)
- 2/2:30pm get home workout 30min elliptical
Thursday: 4am wake up
- 30min elliptical (4:20 - 4:50am workout)
- 6-2pm (work)
Hopefully this pans out and I actually accomplish this. :/ I can never follow through with my plans.. Everything goes to shit.. Zero motivation. :s
Gotta make sure I stick to this. I've been so low on energy and I have to figure out why. :/
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I am terrified of being stuck at where I am at right now. This shit is scary and I don't know what to do. :(
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I feel ugly.. Is that possible?
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First time in a long time that I am actually sexually aroused.... It's bad timing and I'm not wanted. :'(
My fault I guess.. Bad timing on my part.
I feel gross now. :/
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Trying to be selfless. But how do you be selfless...
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I want to control things I cannot control. The struggled to accept what is out of my control will always control me.
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