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 Saturday, November 29, 2014 / 10:13 AM  Making the move

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  9:33 AM  Structure
I've been a little on edge because I hate when there isn't structure or some kind of schedule for myself.. I get anxious and my anxiety is just unmanageable.

Going to make a to do list for myself since I don't have to work quite as early.

Monday: 4am wake up

  • 30min elliptical (4:20 - 4:50am workout)
  • 6-2pm (work)

Tuesday: 4am wake up
  • 30min elliptical (4:20 - 4:50am workout)
  • 6-2pm (work)

Wednesday: 3:45am wake up

  • 5-1:45pm (work)
  • 2/2:30pm get home workout 30min elliptical

Thursday: 4am wake up
  • 30min elliptical (4:20 - 4:50am workout)
  • 6-2pm (work)

Hopefully this pans out and I actually accomplish this. :/ I can never follow through with my plans.. Everything goes to shit.. Zero motivation. :s

Gotta make sure I stick to this. I've been so low on energy and I have to figure out why. :/

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 Friday, November 14, 2014 / 9:11 AM  Stuck
I am terrified of being stuck at where I am at right now. This shit is scary and I don't know what to do. :(

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 Friday, November 7, 2014 / 2:04 PM  Ugly

I feel ugly.. Is that possible?

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  1:56 PM  Unwanted
First time in a long time that I am actually sexually aroused.... It's bad timing and I'm not wanted. :'(

My fault I guess.. Bad timing on my part.

I feel gross now. :/

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 Thursday, October 30, 2014 / 4:39 PM  Selflessness
Trying to be selfless. But how do you be selfless...

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 Monday, October 20, 2014 / 4:18 PM  Control
I want to control things I cannot control. The struggled to accept what is out of my control will always control me.

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